May 2011
My parents want me to stay
But there’s no way I’m going back to Aiken High for ANOTHER senior year with the same teachers and fucking stupid asshole kids and douchebags with boat shoes.
I’m staying in school and getting my diploma, so what if I’m in another state?!
Finally.
I’ve come to realize that maybe Keelan’s parents were right.
My mom’s emotional and financial troubles are not my fault, no matter if it seems like they are. She is the adult, and my trying to be the adult has backfired completely.
I lost sight of being a teenager and doing what KIDS do, instead of being an adult, and I’ve let myself get so far behind on everything...
My weekend was amazing. I hung out with my Breenis, haha. <3 mamatigerlily.tumblr.com if you don’t know herrrr.
Anyways Keelan and I are making a pizza and smoking Head Trip, which if anyone doesn’t know is a very powerful type of spice and sitting in my room in the black light. If my camera wasn’t in Brittany’s car I’d show you what it looks like. It’s...
I have to shit.
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I miss my old life
Fuck this shit, dude, everything’s turned horrible. I think I am just gonna fuck everything and go travel with keelan.
I'm not graduating.
I hate my life.
I failed nearly every class, all because I was out so long for surgery.
Everything’s falling apart at home.
Life is awful now.
:(
lisa-dank asked: Haha, oh yeah. That was wrong on so many levels, yet I was turned on all the same :)
Play Pokemon games online
dazedbowler:
imbreathingbutiambarelyalive:
Pokemon Blue Version
Pokemon Red Version
Pokemon Green Version
Pokemon Yellow Version
Pokemon Pinball
Pokemon Gold Version
Pokemon Silver Version
Pokemon Crystal Version
Dear mother of god
Oh My Fucking God I’m in HEAVEN.
Every nerds link
I justtttt pissed almost. Hahah. :D
“April 26, 2011
I have just returned from the dubbing studio where I spoke into...”
– Alan Rickman (via soundtracktofallinginlove)
So last night, my boyfriend and I went to his parents’ house for dinner. It was good food and we got to go visit his lesbian aunts so we were down. We got there and dinner wasn’t ready so his parents said we could go up there, and they were all happy and excited that Keelan was excited to see them, so everything seemed like it might be good for once. We went and visited and talked...
String cheese and blue rolling papers.
I love my life. :)
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All these thinspo's saying "Are the fries worth...
chicharina:
I’m sorry, what’d you say?
Haaaa, this is me when I see any skinny girl anywhere. Haha, I stuff my face in front of them. ;)
Why do I fucking hate everything?
pinkelephantbabies-deactivated2 asked: haai. so uh I have to get a professional ish looking picture of me for a church thing next weekend. and since you live in my neighbor hood. i was wondering if you could help me out or something. :)
just. let me knoow :)
-kami
just. let me knoow :)
-kami
MY TEST WAS NEGATIVE!! :)
Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes!!! :)
In case I didn’t tell everyone, I had a pee pregnancy test come out negative but the blood was positive so they thought I had a tube baby, but retested me and it was negative, no freakish deadly babies in my ovaries!! :)
My poor puppy’s ass is covereddddd in fleas. :( I feel so bad I wanna help himmmm.
My boyfriend has successfully made it to where I despise all cute punk chicks. I hate it, because they’re so cute and cool and I love them but he wants me to be one and I’m not like that. He keeps telling me I’d be so much cuter with short hair and some little shaved bit but I’ve been growing my hair out since 9th grade and I’m about to graduate. He wants me to be...
The whatever it is, bank, mortgage company, whatever the fuck, is foreclosing on my house June 4th. The day after I graduate, IF I graduate even. I really don’t know how my life could get any worse right now.
My dick ass boyfriend ate half the icing off my fucking tye-dye rasta cake I was gonna take pictures of today and then the rest of it got attached to the fucking tin foil he put on it cause he messed up the cling wrap.
Seriously? Guys need to fucking CHILL before they just do shit they think is ok. Fucking ASK if you can have some! Gahdamn!
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It’s almost 4:20 am, I have a bowl packed, I just stumbled hopme from my best friend’ house drunk off sake and I had to carry a 13X9 tyedye rasta cake
SUccefful Saturday, yessssss. I lov my lifeee. :)
I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON :(
I just dropped Sprocket (the puppy) right out of my arms, and I’m really tall. :(
Sorry tumblr but you have to wait, I have a baby to watch. :(
When my boyfriend's not home, I
Blast Panic at the Disco
Put disgusting amounts of sugar in my coffee
Watch Law&Order: SVU and all my other “boring” cop shows
Sing along to every song I hear
Talk on the phone!
Look through my old notebooks
Sort old letter from people he’d be pissed at me for having
Shit with the door open ;)
Watch all the sad scenes in DH pt 1 he makes me skip (i.e. Hedwig’s...
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I hate everything.
Ok, sooo
he saw me post that and is now pissed.
Will I EVER fucking make you happy, dude?
Apparently I love the computer more than I love my boyfriend. Wrongggg. Bye. :)
My dad just brought Keelan and I a giant thing of lasagna and garlic bread and cupcakes.
FUCK yes.
Anonymous asked: you are a kind person,and have the power to touch those around you.
i've spent time hanging and getting to know,to be blown away at how much compassion you have.
things may not be okay today,they may not be for awhile.
but life flows,it has ups & downs.
take it from someone who struggled for four years before i decided to get myself help & to better my own...
i've spent time hanging and getting to know,to be blown away at how much compassion you have.
things may not be okay today,they may not be for awhile.
but life flows,it has ups & downs.
take it from someone who struggled for four years before i decided to get myself help & to better my own...
I need a blunt;
Someone help me outttttt.
I hate:
My life.
My period.
Being a girl.
Being poor.
Fucking everything.
Not being able to smoke a cigarette in my bed cause of that fucking puppy.
Not being able to smoke a bowl to myself cause that would be rude to my boyfriend.
Not being able to eat.
Having douchebag brothers that haven’t even CALLED my fucking mom today.
My older brother. Fuck him and everything he’s ever done.
...
I get up to make my mom breakfast burgers (a recipe she taught me) and I get done cooking the patties and realize we’re out of english muffins, bread, cheese, and every fucking thing else she likes on her burgers. FUCK being poor and FUCK the unemployment system for denying her claim. FUCK everything. Someone tell me a free unartsy thing I could make my mom, my art skills have deteriorated...
